Steven Bradley - Boat Paddle lyrics

[Verse 1A] I felt the ocean breaking over my head, I'm spinning A constant pressure I can't fight I might not make it through the night The night The night The night [Verse 1B] I was raised in a state; so much at stake A slab of meat deteriorating, muscles are weak No bone in my back, ligaments slack Sensations, my insides cave as they rot Infested in waves, take hold of my marrow And wash it away No bone in my back, ligaments slack Sensations, my insides cave as they rot [Chorus] I'm treading water, dreading the end won't numb my feeling I'm calling out to you, I'm begging you for help 'Cause I've been given all the answers And I can't even help myself Yes I've been given all the answers And I can't even help myself [Verse 2] I held a gla** out in my hands I made fist; a consequence My fingertips are filled with shards My open palm is filled with blood [Breakdown] A single drop will conjure up Unspeakable creatures preserved in the salt Worse than darkest pools in my mind They float, suspended There is no time, no time [Chorus] I'm treading water, dreading the end won't numb my feeling I'm calling out to you, I'm begging you for help 'Cause I've been given all the answers And I can't even help myself Yes I've been given all the answers And I can't even help myself [Outro-Chorus] I curse the god who brought a vision as a cry for help An island pa**ing and I'm reaching out for help 'Cause I've been given all the answers And I can't even help myself Yes I've been given all the answers And I can't even help myself