Steve Swanson - Sick In The Head lyrics

I gotta find my way outta hell I gotta find my way alone I see myself dead by suicide By a knife, gun, a blade-- or hanging high Will I be safe or will I die Can I stop the voices deep inside My mind, my mind, my mind, my f**ing mind!! Dead to me - Youre dead to me Youre dead to me, all dead to me Oh My f**ing God!! Im a victim, Ive lived through disaster - Pushed too far this is the reaction I hate your lies I hate my life Dead to me - Youre dead to me Youre dead to me - All Dead Oh My f**ing God!! Im a victim ive lived through disaster Pushed too far this is the reaction - to you!! I hate your lies I hate my life Hoping I'll find a way A way to live dead together A way to hide my fears, a way to disappear I can't fake it, I won't make it I'll just hate it, I can't fake it I won't make it, I just hate it I can't take it I can't change it, I can't take it, I can't take it! I won't make it, no!! Dead to me, youre dead to me Youre dead to me - all dead! Dead.. Dead... Youre soon to be dead I put a 12 gauge under my chin Dead.. Dead... Youre soon to be dead I put a 12 gauge under my chin Dead to me youre dead to me Youre dead to me, all dead to me Oh my f**ing god!!! Im a victim ive lived through disaster Pushed too far this is the reaction ...died a thousand times again and again... In my mind I have died I have slowly withered