It's not that I can't be the weight In my own shoes It's just that I can't find a place I can go to Where I am not a number Or just a leaf in the fall Oh, but I'm not a color at all You make me feel so small I feel like you're floating above me And I'm beneath it all I feel like I shouldn't move Because none of my steps and directions Could ever get to you New words define new abstractions in dreams But lately, vocal is what I haven't been And I am not a number, just a leaf in the fall But I am not a color at all You make me feel so small I feel like you're floating above me And I'm beneath it all I feel like I shouldn't move Because none of my steps and directions Could ever get to you