Stepson - Outside Myself lyrics

It's like I'm drowning in shallow water Because I have no strength to lift my head It's likes there's a million tiny knives in my chest It's like there's non existent hands around my neck Constantly try to touch Why does this happen to me? Why should this happen to me ? I tend to overthink everyday situations Predicting there outcomes Piece together what will and won't happen It makes my heartbeat a million miles an hour My eyes start to well I feel like I'm outside myself I feel like I'm outside myself Looking in But I can do nothing to help I can do nothing to help Nothing to help me Close my eyes Take a deep breath Take a moment It's like I'm drowning in shallow water Because I have no strength to lift my head It's likes there's a million tiny knives in my chest It's like there's non existent hands around my neck Constantly try to touch Why does this happen to me? Why should this happen to me ? Close my eyes Take a deep breath Take a moment I need to get away, away from it all So I can be by myself So I can take a deep breath Breath in and breath out I just need some time To clear out my head Think it all over and start it again I want to feel normal like I fit in and shine I'm outside myself I'm overthinking my life