Stepson - Leak lyrics

I always thought I was strong enough on my own Rely on no one but myself I know I seem okay but it's all an act You'll never ask, I'll never tell It was my secret This isn't easy for me to say, I've never been one to talk I keep it hidden away until it leaks from my eyes When I'm all alone, I was so alone It would get worse each and every day I couldn't move, I couldn't eat, I was withering away I didn't tell anyone, I felt so alone, I was so alone It was never my intention to push you all away I thought I needed space, I just needed help But I was too afraid to ask, too afraid to let you in I broke down, I was weak I never felt like I was good enough For people to care For anyone to help me I was so scared You'd all think less of me This isn't easy for me to say, I've never been one to talk I keep it hidden away until it leaks from my eyes When I'm all alone, I was so alone It would get worse each and every day I couldn't move, I couldn't eat, I was withering away I didn't tell anyone, I felt so alone, I was so alone I was trying to blame anyone but myself But the fault lies with me It was me, it was always me Why do I hate myself?