Stephen Michael McDowell - I love you with the moon and sun lyrics
o, smh 'cause i forgot o, omg this flippant world o, time u sh**lord of lax attention u let the dmg of me unzip & then again forget i <3 u like the rotted apple eve was 2 grossed-out to pick goddamn this alt unraveled truth goddamn the moon in spring pretends pretending to pretending to pretending to b u h8-f**ing everyone but u has been exactly f**ed up sh** h8-f**ing w my brain surreal against the memes of p**n & crime h8-f**ing is an act i hope that heaven has the irl implausible to let us one day soon indulge o, spite o, sprite of unknown resolution o, avatar equivocal o, sea of bone & meat & light i <3 u like the day is long but only in the arctic & 2/3 the way thru june only when i am 12ft inside the moon & sun only when the big bang o, god an innuendo o, god let there b light o, u o, no o, god how'd i forget o, blatant desperation o, every lossless hip-hop track i've ever heard all played at once u'll never understand the 50 x 10 to the 12th trill ways i can & do <3 u i'll never comprehend the googol googled adores & awful swells u will never understand just how the multiverse divides in-finite diamond when i batch capture my <3 in <3 for u i <3 u exactly as if the earth were one echoic diadem o, damn it really is i <3 u like exactly that o, damn the royal planet o, damn forgotten pa**words o, damn ayy lmao o, damn check out our <3 o, god don't let me not hit save o, god don't let me naïve this pulse o, god do not erase these cookies from my mental browser o, god don't let my stone <3 frack against the steel of awful time i <3 u like obsidian black in the noon & the unnatural pureness of rust against the salt sea in the moonlight dancing i want u truly madly something newly i am in <3 w the refreshed webpage of u over & outside my acid tab of trust & contemplation i am undone & am done i am done w/o u eerily i am done i am done i am truly for naught kiss me everyday kiss me every motherf**ing day purse ur tidal walls against my dunes & watch me wash away kiss me until the past is present & somewhat forgot & i am 3 shrill cries away from the dust i need u like the water & the gelatinous ma** of infinite space & the atom & the dust again where r u r u needing me back i am such entanglement i am bound by gravity & brevity in my quantum <3 of u i am inelegantly entwined w the heartache of ur charged particles i know the pain like nothing else i can't & mustn't know we r 2gether in the dust we r 2gether in the storm cloud of the globular remix of the end in retrospect we r 2gether in the rain & ash & copper wire across both ground & sky we r 2gether in the light, vast, desperate unknowing & i wish in u like i have wished in god & in man & in $ & in free wifi but & mostly in my own will compound to nothing compounded-in i am want of u compounded-in i am everything in want of ur observation look at me as i close my eyes look at me as my eyes r closed look at me & away again in anguish bc aw yiss we both r bound to die look at me & see & know u have seen & that the cosmic memory we here did not neglect to find the one vast moment in which a thing did matter writ in matter writ in the inexorable memory of xkeyscore in which there was nothing but everything & us between in which the soft shell of the taco of all time did hold its contents steady in ur eye though all instances of guacamole do slip & fall the f** away check me out b4 the opacity of me reaches 0% & the threshold of my effect bypa**es the ratio in which it can be detected the body mind & soul did meld & will again w us despair renounced oblivion the instant u 1st kissed me i am sorry i wrote this poem for u & included a painfully self-aware line but that my longing—still 2 pained to let beauty build w/o a part apart —required; a sheer reminder that u musn't can't & will not ever <3 me this way back & that is fine o, in-finite string of roses o, renouncer of black holes' existence o, endless quest for self-reflection o, enveloper of worlds & of encrypted astral hues we were born 2 close together this time & must now fight for every moment for we fought 4eae & won & 4eae is an infamous sore loser & nvr in the unique of one's existence has there been a want of anything at all compared to my bespoken desire for 1mm cubed of the air once held in u in me