Stephen Leonard - I'm Fortified lyrics

I guess it just wasn't my week A twister came and pulled away opportunity Now I'm buried in these clothes that I've yet to wash or fold I guess it's thoughts I guess it's jealousy That would not let me fly home They'll never let me fly... To the moon where I soon thought that I'd be In those weightless shoes where every step could carry me Across the light and to the unknown side I can't believe I fell asleep wanting to die Your voice wouldn't let me fly there You're cursed with keeping me here And I know that when I go You'll be the one that I say goodbye to And I know that when I go I won't be terrified to Because I'll have lived with a little help from you I guess it just wasn't your skin There was no dress or floral defense that you ever fit into So let your lips be exhausted from the grin You've got a heart with an unparalleled grip Just say that you'll fly close to me Until the sky it falls on top of me And I know that when I go You'll be the one that I wave goodbye to And I know that when I go I won't be terrified to Because I'll have grown with a little help from you And I know that when I go You'll be the one that I blow a kiss goodbye to And I know that when I go I won't be terrified No I won't be terrified Because I'm a fortified queer With love, with pride, with a wandering ear Should I hear that it's over That there's nothing left to be Then strip me down, ship me west and drop me in the sea Where I can float away I guess we just keep on keepin' on But should the monster come and hurry us along Let's remember that it's never so bad when the morning comes If you see me floating by Just think of the colors, the parade, the feeling of being alive And I know that when I go You'll be the one that I whisper goodbye to And I know that when I go I won't be terrified to Because I'll have loved with a little help from you I know that when I go You'll be the one that I sing my last goodbye to I know that when I go I won't be terrified No I won't be terrified I'm fortified with you..