Stephanie Mcintosh - So Do I Say Sorry First? lyrics

So welcome to my nightmare My heaven and my hell This pa**ionate contradiction Of bitter sweet is where I dwell You choose a day like today To get me upset The more I love you More I hate you More it scares me to d**h [Chorus] I can't keep fighting this battle with you I can't hear words when scream like you do If I cry will you hold me just like we rehearsed? So do I So do I say sorry first? I'm flawed I'm so imperfect But I ain't insecure Your jealous heart is poisoned Tell me how could I trust you more? [Chorus] Sometimes I think we feel too much Too deep This all-consuming love Can't breathe So angry So frustrated How we got here? Hear me And listen to what I say From my heart And I swear to you that won't change I hope you learn to trust somebody. . . [Chorus]