Stephanie Dosen - A Lily For The Spectre lyrics

I'm waiting I haven't seen the ghost And am I really here at all? I'm silent, I'm the moon One eye open I'm waiting, waiting I swallowed a knife I hold it in And every single time I breathe I cut a bit of me And it leaves my heart open I feel you My spectre yet unseen Did you get the lilies I sent? Did the violin that played Make it's way through the gauzy curtain? Come find the place where the curtain is thin Wink at the watchman And he'll let you in