Steph the Sapphic Songstress - Time Capsule lyrics

[Verse 1: Mr. SOS] It's been a long road Full of potholes and high tolls I didn't have the change to pay, so now I'm paying with part of my soul And I just wanna be home And express my sentiments with every part of my soul With nobody there to call anymo' Just because the music strikes emotion in me, man, I might just explode With pieces of my mind all over the globe Just so you can see how strong my thoughts were before the end of the show And I don't know, I'm trying to go I'm just speeding in the dark trying to find light with my eyes closed Holding onto everything that I own Cause it feels like somebody's trying to sabotage the things I hold close So I fight the only way that I know To the d**h! - Cause I sacrifice everything for total control And if I fail, at least I gave it my all And I fed my spirit 'til my mind got full It's my time capsule [Hook: Steph] I fight for everything I own My love for fam, and my first born Flesh, tissue, ligaments, and bone Can't contain the blood, sweet, and tears in my soul So when they try to question me Make attempts to interrupt my destiny, trust When I'm dead gone, you'll remember me Whether through a time capsule or a memory [Verse 2: Mr. SOS] I'm surrounded my living contradicts And I feel like Nas and sh** Cause I don't even know how to start this sh** It's like [?] did some conscious sh** Wouldn't he drop it if he could figure out how to market it? Or would he go pop like Common Sense? Or maybe start confessing to Queen in magazines like Kanye West? What the f**? I never pictured being a father And now that I am a just want a better world for my daughter And my elders cause I was their seed like she's mine And if I couldn't make 'em proud I wouldn't keep trying Some say I fixate, I just call it determination Some talk sh** and hate, I just call 'em some nervous haters Afraid of change, major pains Afraid of the art of storytelling too, but ready to make it rain I'm just sayin' While we praying for rain for the crops They're playing with hearts just to stay paid and on top For that cash crop [Hook: Steph] I fight for everything I own My love for fam, and my first born Flesh, tissue, ligaments, and bone Can't contain the blood, sweet, and tears in my soul So when they try to question me Make attempts to interrupt my destiny, trust When I'm dead gone, you'll remember me Whether through a time capsule or a memory [Verse 3: Mr. SOS] The saddest thing I ever learned is relationships don't last But the best thing I ever did was let go of the past Now I give thanks for all that I have My little girl, my mom and dad, and my wife who treats me right when I am or not And I thank God Cause he taught me to rap from heart and he blesses the air I breathe when I talk But Devils plot to poison it with chemicals And when it k**s all you see will be dead and still Then a handful the size of a landfill Will rise and build over all that we did And when they go through what once was our home They'll get stuck in a hole that they started to dig And find this Disc, in a time capsule from S.O.S Addressed to anybody with flesh With a message that says: Learn your history or you're doomed to repeat it Even after this loses it's meaning [Hook: Steph] I fight for everything I own My love for fam, and my first born Flesh, tissue, ligaments, and bone Can't contain the blood, sweet, and tears in my soul So when they try to question me Make attempts to interrupt my destiny, trust When I'm dead gone, you'll remember me Whether through a time capsule or a memory