Perfect Gurl Yea I know sometimes Things can be so f**'d up But you no what I got won f**ing leason for use Try to find that the perfect gurl Cause there aint that much in this world Baby i still remember when i picked u from the lot And i knew it when i grabbed u that you'd always have a place in my heart And i told u from the start i would neva let no one hurt u I couldnt wait to get u home time to bust and work u First time i pulled u back, baby u were kinda tight But its all good when we worked it every single night "haha" You were the quiet type wenever we rolled But when things got out of hand u were ready to explode And i loved u baby even lented u around Just to show all my homies how my baby gets down And u never got jelous when i brang new b**hs to play Cause after i bust i threw those b**hs away No other b**hs could stay or share the love that we had Cause you kept me alive throught all the bad times we had And believe me baby nobody in this f**ing! world Could ever take your place at my side, u my baby girl "love you" Now hush my baby i miss you now Im just writing to tell you how i miss u now Stiffen that upper smile up my baby You betta,Cause i'll be thinking of yea Thru the years that im gona be here I hope u know im missing yea right now cause im freaking now Im freaking so heard that i got thinking's now My thinking are pretty crazy my baby But i promise that im gona be alright See my little baby dont u know u drive me crazy Everybody in this f**ing! hood knows your my baby And even though b**hs hate me u stand up and fire back These b**hs aint sh** thats why they run when we attack And the police is always tryin to break our perfect team apart Thats why sometimes i leave u at home or in the dark And u always understand u know im always comin home Rest your head under the pillow or the cuboard near the phone Your the first thing i touch when i wake up in the morning You make me feel excited when im still up yawning But baby listen u know we cant ride no more Still remember that day they threw u straight on to the floor They broke down our door, told us not to make a single move We coulda died together but instead we had to lose And i regret it baby u saw the tear from my eye Now i gotta get a new gun/haha Now hush my baby i miss you now Im just writing to tell you how i miss u now Stiffen that upper smile up my baby You betta,Cause i'll be thinking of yea Thru the years that im gona be here I hope u know im missing yea right now cause im freaking now Im freaking so heard that i got thinking's now My thinking are pretty crazy my baby But i promise that im gona be alright Here i am baby writing this letter to you I hope its not the last thing i send to you Cause baby you'v bein in my head for the last 10 years I've bein sheding so many tears Cause its harsh to spend 25 for life I dont think i can spend another 15 years in this hole Cause my kid is gona be 25 years old Hey baby,make me a favor Tell Jonathan I Love Him Cause thats maby the last time that hes gona hear his father Talking to him My heart keeps pounding and it won't stop Tears are flowing,My adrelenin is pumpin My body is shakeing from toes to top My mind his telling you something That i promise that i'm gonna be alright baby gurl I hade the best time of my life with u my baby gurl Ridin,Hugin,Squeezin,Kissin and touchin Ok its time to go now baby I LOVE YOU FOREVA I promise i'm gonna be alright baby gurl watching you from heaven Is gona make my dream appen I love you Jonathan ***BANG*** Stephane Lacroix Wendnesday september 14 2005 15 years old 12:06am