Stemm - 13 Years lyrics

I feel like I'm slipping away... I remember the days when I'd lay and cry There was all this pain I used to wonder why I was trapped in this and left to die Feeling so alone I sit back and relive my life And all the times that I'd beg to die Of all these things I remember I was... Feeling so alone But now I'm feeling stronger, since I found you I'd grab the pin and take my flight And you were there just to hold me tight All those times I'd just lose my mind... Feeling so alone I can't repay all the things you've done For the darkest nights when you were my sun Because of you I no longer run Feeling so alone But now I'm feeling stronger, since I found you 21 years pa** am I still lost? 13 years pa**ed with no remorse...I feel like I'm slipping away... My blood boils through my eyes Your blood stains my hands I could not control the urge to end you I could have k**ed, I should have k**ed you! Erase my mind, all the years of hell You put me through Feeling so alone But now I'm feeling stronger, since I found you I feel like I'm slipping away...