Steez Mack - Overwhelmed lyrics

I told myself I wasn't really worth my own effort Swimming in my living room stoned within my own endeavors My zones a desert man I swear I lost my only clever Parts of me cause now I'm feeling partial to this pain forever Can you remember when the music seemed to flow from me I thought that i was dope and that was who I was supposed to be But now I mostly just feel broken cause I chose to see The earth as grimm and lately I've been feeling sh**ty openly Forget the flippin f**in with the wrong crew Wrong style wrong dudes Feeling vile I'm rude Forget the lies go and tell Em I'm through Steez mack get a better life and a mind too What's with All the references about illuminati They probably want ya services merkin verbal karate First they gotta take your pride before you end up disembodied Then they take your creativity and leave ya talent shoddy On some real sh** Or maybe not I don't remember much Ever since I quit d** and turned my words into a crutch Sicker than a blister on ya dick from your sister Get a grip ya f**in hypocrites are twistin up my scripture When I said I'm f**in terrible I proved you wrong They used to call me just comparable I moved along I got the sickest band and started made some moves within my area We call it ladyblazer and we're known for true hysteria Sometimes things don't come so easily You'll find most words aren't what the seem to be so