What was the world for me as a child Full of innocence not yet wild I thought people All were good The world was ordered it was understood They put ideas in my head Fairy tales were what they said Soon I learned you all had hearts of black you beat And robbed and raped me laughed behind my back I thought the world mad I hated life Itself I cursed the god they made and then shoved down my throat I rebelled to them All I'd make them pay before they fall d**h of innocence my values died No reference cut off from my soul The loss of heart leaves a blackened hole Now I think I'm on a path searching for enlightenment I sometimes feel I grasp the thread of eternity within my head Feeds me power from the earth feel the logic my spirit rebirth