Stay Gold - Pity Party lyrics

Yes I'm giving up this time. I'm done with falling behind. Nothing that I seem to ever do ever makes the grade. They said it was just a phase, one day I would grow to make my parents proud. They didn't know what they were talking about. Being at the end of my rope really doesn't seem that bad, but I must apologize I'm sorry mom and dad. Don't look down on me too much, but this charade has got to stop, that's the only way for a guy like me to ever end up on top. So right now it's party time, kicking back with gla** in hand, bouncing up and down on floors 'til I can't stand. And outside it starts to rain, gla** falls from the window pain, and you just sit in awe... cause it's never the right time to make that change in your life. Anxiety takes a hold of me... so I just let it go