Head spinnin Ain't winnin Just paintin my picture Hope that you know i ain't f**ing wicha I grind I light up Dont know where im gunna wind up But i know You won't find us My mind buzz f** what they sayin crime does You dont know Why you actin like you got dope flow You ain't sh** Adjacent To this whole damn world Look up Hearin the birds Up in the sky Circle the bodies Wait for em to dive If i were to die Do not revive Turn me to smoke And turn to me to ash Not meant to last Think bout the pain that i could not contain Adderall and trammadal f** your call Ive had it all I ain't really mad at all You try but no You will withdrawl See you rise But then you fall Always on a set back Tell yo a** to get back I said it and i meant that (BLUR) Rollin a 2 Rollin a 3 Rollin a blunt But b**h its for me Bouta get high Im boutta get down Sit on my throne But can't find my crown What can you do when the silence around Smoke to the face lay in the sound Already there you barely close Im up the coast ain't tryna boast I fall in to a comatose f** your life I overdose Way too high And the heart beat fast Reachin my peak Knees a weak Fall to the ground Always been around Nothin to do So we smokin the loud Poppin the pill Remaining real Never will speak of the pain that we feel Thats how it is My eyes dont shine f** what you say This life is mine Act like im nothin Im doin fine Time will pa** Fast and slow Dont say a word I pa** the dope Im covered in chrome Born to be alone Dont want your company Dont want support People will take what they can't afford The truth concealed World filled with lies Stay on the low and We stay disguised Wait for the night Headin to hell On the day that i die Said i was grinding But you not beliving us Back from the future Im back to the previous Making me tedious Sending my warning Body restrained My mind exploring Hail is pouring Straight down my face Deface disgraces Travel to places That you never go What have i become f** facing my problems Id rather just run Deep in the night Dont plan to survive Wherever its haunted Thats where i will thrive Think d**h is hard b**h try being alive And living deprived Was meant for this sh** From the day i arrived