Static-x - New Pain lyrics

Misdirected, I'm awakened Manifested, into my head I feel new pain Becoming part of my every, every moment now New pain - you told me you wanted and hated me New pain - you k** me, now this becomes part I'm so sure I'm, so confused, I'm All things to you, nothing to you I feel new pain, in these shadows Of my every, every moment now New pain - you told me you wanted and hated me New pain - you k** me, now this becomes part of me New pain - you told me you wanted and hated me New pain - you k** me, now this becomes part You told me that you wanted me You told me that you hate me Tear for our suffering Told me that I'm the one You wanted to k** me And now it makes me so ugly Becomes part of me Turning into this new pain Your horse I ride, bite down hard And now I suffer My heart to my mind, it burns Rips, it hurts, it k**s