Staten - Calvary lyrics

You threw color on all of my walls But forgive me if I still see Black and white The shades of my room Fading now I make myself blind You're my favorite song To sing when I'm alone Or when I'm in front of everyone Can't I be proud of the one thing I didn't let go? When will I feel proud of myself? I bear my failures like a cross on my back When will I feel proud again? Calvary's calling me towards the end Oh my, you forgot the palms When I came back home It's alright, you didn't know I'd be returning so soon You hoped I'd stay I thought I'd see my brothers With open hearts Now they're the marks That design my arms Someone please tell me What I did wrong All I want is quiet, now What makes me think I deserve that crown? When will I feel proud again? Calvary's calling me towards my end