The cold cold fire burns my skin and slowly eats away The cold cold flames both lick my wounds and tear my new She came along with the sun she came with fire She also let the coldness in by leaving me with open doors And always always with such tender smile Always always made me feel so right Just as elusive as ever This struggle to capture The essence of something Incredibly hopeful Potentially painful Emotional piercing Poetically soothing Efficiently healing Can hardly believe it now that the lights are out Can hardly believe who I was except when I close my eyes