they're blurring together sun dogs in diamond dust and coastal fog i'll try to sleep with my arms crossed to hold it together these glacier walls that scratch at my skin and let the dreams of winter creep in i am an avalanche swallowing everything i am an avalanche burying myself alive and i feel just fine cause i'm just a mote in a sunbeam nobody loves me, floating in crystal seas bathed in uncertainty, lost in eternity sunspots will swallow me i'm just a mote in a sunbeam baptized in mercury, rewire my circuitry we wish impossible things and sink into nervous energies wishing impossible things