Starset - DISAPPEAR lyrics

[Verse 1] So how long, were you numb? 'Cause it was cold as ice And I keep saying that I'm okay with it But that's another lie The truth is I've been dying slowly But no, not you, you just turned to drift into the night A parting scene of apathy In an instant shift to a stone heart paired with empty eyes That stared right through mine [Chorus] I did the math but it just don't add up There's a whole world that used to be us Now there's an echo calling me Just a shred of memory Emptiness but there's still a shadow I catch a glimpse of someone I should know Hard to tell if you were ever here I disappear, disappear I disappear, disappear [Verse 2] All is lost, slipped away Gone without a trace I sometimes wonder if it was real because All that's left seems fake like I'm trapped within a wrong dimension I tried so hard just to make you feel my pain If you had empathy you'd see I'd changed But like a ghost in your presence I dissipate I tried it all, it's all in vain [Chorus] I did the math but it just don't add up There's a whole world that used to be us Now there's an echo calling me Just a shred of memory Emptiness but there's still a shadow I catch a glimpse of someone I should know How to tell if you were ever here I disappear, disappear I disappear, disappear [Bridge] Sometimes I still slip and start to question if it was only in my mind It's hard to come to grips that you still exist when it feels just like you died So come on and all step right up and I'll perform a trick before your eyes I'll evaporate, gone without a trace, off the radar out of sight [Chorus] I did the math but it just don't add up There's a whole world that used to be us Now there's an echo calling me Just a shred of memory Emptiness but there's still a shadow I catch a glimpse of someone I should know How to tell if you were ever here I disappear, disappear I disappear, disappear