Starlito - G. Thomas (1991-2013) lyrics

[Intro: Starlito] They ain't gon feel you till they k** you Top 5 dead or alive one of the realest 'Lito [Verse 1: Starlito] Started out on free lunch Came a long way from f**ing up my re-up Closet full of free adidas 4G my phone and my features I take 35, they marked ya I took it personal Wrote a third verse to eyes closed Talking to Doe praying for tip Might seem sacrilegious for saying it but my faith in my clip Went on tour twenty days straight FNH on my hip If a n***a play with Gates or with Trip lets just say ill flip When you get money trouble tend to come your way I wasn't humble enough to run the other way call it foolish pride If I let you trick me out my spot that's just like suicide Then they asked me do you wanna ride and it was do or die Still remember young buck tryna convince me otherwise I just damn near watched my brother died Got no choice but to slide When I was 22 I probably coulda woulda shoulda died Over some bullsh** local beef I should've put aside That's why Glenn Thomas story mean so much to me Feel like im looking in a mirror and its f**ing with me Yo gotti nor birdman couldn't do nothing for me I ain't dissing him im just exposing my flaws Prolly could have sold it cos im dope and im raw My hearts been froze its still cold I just hope it unthaw Focused in thought I wrote this for Doe and for y'all How I feel is how I felt and I dont feel n***as They ain't gon feel you till they k** you This the ordinary life of a G RIP Doe B How I feel is how I felt and I don't feel n***as [Verse 2: Don Trip] How I feel is how I felt and I don't feel nothing I made more than half a mill and we still struggling I balled out and took losses never did budget We all know that almost and finna never did nothing Tryna keep my hands out the trap but my ribs touching Handful of n***as rooting for me but I can't trust them Still can't see my babies so I can't function Meanwhile I stand like a man and I ain't bugging Caught my line of scrimmage like I ain't busting See if you survive, please don't blow my high Under the influence of fast money and easy b**hes Only conscience that I ever had was Jimmy the cricket I asked God for answers and all I heard was crickets And then I heard Jeezy tell me lets get it Close your mouth over your eyes b**h bear witness Friends and foes I keep them both at a fair distance You see a mans true character once he fall off Same time I met puff I met Bubba Sparxxx Shout out to Bubba I'm forever indebted My life is like a movie but I can't go back and edit I'm sorry mama I promised it wouldn't change me But the pain took its toll and left my veins cold I lost my mind from tryna gain control And I'm a rider yes that's even if I drove Word to Doe, God speed