I'm kinda f**ed up, I can't even lie. I was rollin' up Seem like the Grind got Harder, and you n***as was hardly grindin'.. [Verse 1] I know you n***as ain't cheering for me b**hes don't really love me Picture me living luxury This what you get from hustlin' Two-fifty legit, from nothin Hood rich, lil' b**h, I'm thuggin Start talking digits and watch how quickly they switch the subject Bringing up the past tense. n***a, where that cash went? Running up that bag, and all my guns got attachments I really been feeling like ‘fu*k EVERYBODY', one deep in traffic Use to wonder why they ain't f** wit' me, now i'm done even asking I forgive you fake a** n***as. It was fun while it lasted And cutting these b**hes off is becoming a habit Easily disappointed, and somewhat unhappy Right at the midpoint between humble and savage All these funds that I'm stacking, dog it comes with distraction I ain't slept in a month of Sundays, insomnia addict Boy these blessings barely outweigh all these problems I'm having Know it's a lesson in every loss, but this is a lot of subtraction Without a doubt i'll get it back. It's just the law of attraction Just how I was brought up, you get caught up, sh** happens Thoughts turn to actions, but y'all couldn't imagine All I keep thinking is ‘What if I wasn't rapping?' Damn [Chorus] You gon' shake back You've been through worse and survived Probably wouldn't be so bad, if we weren't discouraged from crying I hear the pain in your voice. I can see the hurt in your eyes In these streets, ain't nothing worse than pride [Verse 2] Ran it up, f**ed it up. Ran it back up, f**ed it up again Swear my life a movie. They tried to do me like Above The Rim Guess I learned the harder way, I can't even f** with them Change my life, I'll start today… Look like I'm going through something. I got my heart on my sleeve It ain't even that cold. I'm in the car, with that heat Another charge, I don't need I'm being targeted, I'm starting to believe But on the other hand, I wonder what I can charge for this weed Serving out a 1-bedroom apartment, with a Carbon 15 Having withdrawals from that lean. That sh** be harder than it seems I ain't trying to eat with y'all, if you wasn't starving with the team Back when it was time to go to war, y'all wasn't part of the regime I've seen things that I can't get over. Keep playing it over and over It's like a full time job, just staying focused f** how they feel. ‘cause love and hate are really the same emotion And when you keep it real with yourself, they can't expose you [Chorus] You gon' shake back You've been through worse and survived Probably wouldn't be so bad, if we weren't discouraged from crying I hear the pain in your voice. I can see the hurt in your eyes In these streets, ain't nothing worse than pride