Woke up in a dope house. I hope I'm in the wrong house. I woke up in a dope house. Riding around my section in that Audi coupe. Momma just sent me a message, Boy I'm proud of you. I apologize to the mirror, I have doubted you. You a real n***a, just keep doing what you got to do. These n***as playing, you a gangsta on the internet, talking bout what you gon do. The question is why you ain't did it yet, b**h. Got a six, smoke it like a cigarette. k** you if I feel threatened, but really I'm just trying to get this check. Grinding like I'm on the run, grind like a sold a ton, riding with a stolen gun. Y'all don't feel me. Why I'm gonna hold my tongue? A lot of these n***as hoes. A lot of these n***as told. Jockin n***as with money that's what the hoes will be on. Shoot first, ain't taking no ills. I'm on that sh** that Kobe on. We like the sunlight in the spring, we come around and snow be gone. Doorway struck, doorway falling, got no toys to throw away. Just know I ain't going back. Word, I ain't going back, I ain't going back. This for my n***as that say I ain't going back, I ain't going back. f** all that n***a, I ain't going back, I ain't going back. Word. I ain't going back. Said that with my hand on the bout it. One bedroom apartment like I can't recall survival. It's shoot is something I rival. I swear you don't know the half. b**h n***as was rocking with me started going behind my back. Now looking back on that, I'm just blessed to be alive. I got robbed back in oh-five, my partner didn't survive. The look in his momma's eyes when I told her what had happened. Seeing my homies slumping in some sh** you can't imagine. I grew up seeing sh** tragic, but momma stabbed in her face. Nick off of her breast, survived by God's grace. Smoking trying to erase. Said I'm seein to retrace. I need to be in God's place, don't never question my faith n***a. I ain't going back. Word, I ain't going back, I ain't going back. This for my n***as that say I ain't going back, I ain't going back. f** all that n***a, I ain't going back, I ain't going back. Word. I ain't going back.