Staring Back - Many Will Play, Few Will Win lyrics

I can't control the situation that is running rampant in my life it would be easier if I could hold you one more time so lost without you but what else can I do dependent upon what I hate hope it's not too late I'm getting off the point, confused already so don't tell me what to think I try to break away and end up on my knees why should I care who I please? I just don't have the time I think it's all inside my head think I'd be better off dead it didn't cross my mind so lost without you but what else can I do reading back these letters I can't seem to find the words to describe these memories and what they meant to me you find your way inside my head cannot figure out just what you said these mute conclusions and now I know I don't know what you're thinking about cause these words they just come racing out I just don't have the time