Staring Back - Note To Self : Don't Feel Dead lyrics

Still feeling confusion, but I have decided you're not good enough You have expired I can see the tired in your eyes So back up because you've failed to be What you said to be I don't need you (need to be) Wasting all my time I will be pacified no longer The spark is gone from your eyes(was it ever there?) I will be unified and stronger that you ever were Private bell ringing to justify You can hardly paint your picture as strong You may not be a fool, just a phase We disagree on too many things Look me in the eye You think you're in the right? There's no slap on the wrist this time You've faked it so long, but this time I see your true colors Halftones of gray and whites Nothing too sublime Alive and vibrant