They say I'm just living my life They say the game gone chew me alive They said the same about juney and mike But What they did was keep the tooly close by So I, shoot first ask questions last protect myself at all times Paranoia in these streets Got me circling the ride Old timers tried to school me to crimes Still got locked up by one time One time was enough My life already rough Trouble with these women Who just can't get enough Constant headaches The woman of your dreams Turn into dead weight Certain type of evils Only can be cleansed thru cathedrals It's funny how these streets a breed you, Lead you Right to a early grave Or into some type of psychotic slave I wrote the book and made the pages turn And thru these fine lines teach'm Everything I've learned See the truth burn But when that smokes clears You'll be happy ya still standing here I'm trying to see the beach houses wit the chandeliers That same transition a wipe out Any fears Or any doubt in my mind I got my mind made Up Eyes on the bigger picture Barely read the scripture But heard every sermon The world stay turning n***as keep learning As long as they willing I'm running off high emotions Trying to master every feeling They said soon I'll hit a ceiling But I ain't never peaking These watchers keep watching Haters keep speaking