I try to breathe Memories overtaking me I try to face them but The thought is too Much to concieve I only know that I can change Everything else just stays the same So now I step out of the darkness That my life became 'cause I just needed Someone to talk to You were just too Busy with yourself You were never There for me to Express how I felt I just stuffed it down Now I'm older And I feel like I could let some of This anger fade But it seems the surface I am scratching Is the bed that I have made So where were you When all this I was going through You never took the time to ask me Just what you could do I only know that I can change Everything else just stays the same So now I step out of the darkness That my life became 'cause I just needed Someone to talk to You were just too Busy with yourself You were never There for me to Express how I felt I just stuffed it down Now I'm older And I feel like I could let some of This anger fade But it seems the surface I am scratching Is the bed that I have made But I never meant to fade..away I never meant to fade..away I just needed Someone to talk to You were just too Busy with yourself You were never There for me to Express how I felt I just stuffed it down Now I'm older And I feel like I could let some of This anger fade But it seems the surface I am scratching Is the bed that I have made I try to breathe..