These are my struggles the downs with the ups and now everything's changed Reached for the top til I've got it and now nothings ever the same So I'm letting it rain, yeah I'm letting it rain Said I'm letting it rain, I'm letting it rain [Verse 1] Ive been down on my luck so long that my worlds upside down Sitting with an empty bottle in the gutter looking for an upside now Yeah I'm living down my dream but like everything that you love might drown You and all the problems that you've never seen creeping on up right now Mo money, sh** you know the rest now the rain's falling yo But I gotta keep focused making musics really all i know Spent my whole life dreaming of the stage tearing down all these shows Now my girls leaving me cuz' I'm going back on the road Its bitter sweet watching your career blowing up but your personal life Falls apart in front of you but whatchu gonna do it ain't personal right Like the stability be filling me with feeling that's driving me crazy tonight Home sick, don't trip, at least I'm f**ing making it right I love my job so damn much I'm letting it consume me Got me thinking that the only happy is happening in movies You can try to change the locks but I'm always gonna get a new key Let my soul bleed cuz I'm giving you the true me These are my struggles the downs with the ups and now everything's changed Reached for the top til; I've got it and now nothings ever the same So I'm letting it rain, yeah I'm letting it rain Said I'm letting it rain, I'm letting it rain [Verse 2] Losing sleep, i dun tried counting sheep But i got bills to pay, and i got accounts to keep Seeing through tired eyes wishing that i found some peace Smoking cigarettes and drinking whiskey growing through a f**ing ounce a week Trying to tone that down now, but i need a way I can escape it Got stay hungry though, now i got a lot up on my plates This life i chose, never lets me be complacent Thank god b cuz yo, I'm finally outta the basement Yo i love it, and i hate it people love me, and they hate me And they judge me, cuz they ain't me Its enough to drive a person crazy Starting rumors, trying to take me off the path I've been on lately Trying to put me down, like i had a f**ing case of rabies So follow me baby come step in my shoes Then we'll see who will be singing the blues I am who i am and the same goes for you Let me do what i do