Once inside the door I check my face in the mirror And I look past this lonely minute Was this the ride worth waiting for I'm scared to d**h that now I've missed it But she was not the only stone, skipped across this gravel road Leading down This path of loneliness So I'll fly from this hate, pray my soul the Lord will take me To a place through time and indifference Chorus: I wanna know How do you feel? I wanna know If this was real... So tell me what you would say If you could make this pain go away She plans her future looking bright ahead Leaves me in the past I can't stand to hang out with my co-dependent friends My patience is fading fast But every sign and every song is tellin' me that I don't belong But it's ok to feel scared 'cuz one day soon i'll find myself and realize That no one else Will make me feel stupid! Chorus Cause there's this old man down in Fell's Point Always hangin' around Tellin' me: "Son. The pendulum swings both ways But for you, it'll always swing down!" Chorus