Lately I've been wonderin who I am BecauSe it's coming clear that there's A world of things That I don't quite understand I've always tried to look straight in the Eyes I try to see the man I try to see the plan I try to know what's on his mind But I never thought that I'd have to stare at you No I never thought that someone so close Could be so far from view Well I Guess it's time for me to realize That trust is just a word Not something I ever knew But whatcha gonna do Cause my dreams leave me cold and empty now You know I tried so Hard to laugh But I just don't know how Cause wrapped around the thought of everything Are the hands of a thief Who took that trust from me But whatcha gonna do Whatcha gonna do About the things that happen suddenly About the things that I could never see All the times I've sat and bought the lie All the times I've laughed and wondered why I realized I was owned by my defenses Never took the time never saw my chances Always thought the people coming round Was just another person trying to bring me down But yeah whatcha gonna do