Spray - Bad decision lyrics

I gotta masturbate real quick so i dont make a bad decision Dangerously close to taking up an offer im not feeling Any p**n that comes to mind'll do just tryna end the mission Looking forward to coming to earth the moment of emission Then ill look back at my phone like what the f** was i thinking Im a s*ut, im indecent Better off w/ my screen and Even if im fiendin theres always another option Even if im feeling hollow i got va**eline and condoms I got va**eline and condoms if you wanna come over Im all alone for two more hours but you gotta let me know But i dont know i mean ugh i mean f** Fine let me hop into the shower and ill be there around 9 Wash away my better judgement Cos it's already in motion Like welp, this is happening Not that it really matters Like whatever i'll s** a dick Maybe even have a kiss It's not gonna k** me I mean yeah this is nothing I'm so stupid Why do i do this This doesnt feel good