I've been doing my laundry every other weekend Put my sheets in the wash and hope your blood comes out Once I fold all the blankets in, I don't wanna let you in again And that new sweater you bought is gonna start to pill soon You've been running in circles tryna make it stop Maybe you'll save it if you never ever wear it I'm gonna scream from the washing machine Cuz I shrunk all my dresses again A seventh grade dream where my clothes were real clean But my mom turned everything pink Sometimes at night it looks like you've stopped breathing Or maybe it's just that I am crushing you We're driving each other crazy but I know that you've been changing So I'm gonna sleep until my bed is unmade Cuz everything feels a little bit less safe But I think that it's okay to feel all of something And you aren't dead, it's just all in your head Because too many things have gone wrong I'll come around cuz it's a terrible sound When we're both letting each other down You're the reason why I can never hide You left my keys inside Will you stay with me? I'm having trouble breathing This is not my life