Spoonboy - One handed lyrics

this operation, watch out as i make a mess of it. all stuck like tarpits up in my head. this dull perdition, i am motivated by the hell of it or stuck in my tracks, it just depends. this precious lifetime, runs opposite to eternity, infinite timelines rush by and pa** insist now that i'm… i'm obsessed and so aware of it fixated on things that i can't have. but jealousy is a boring, boring game. and i do much better with crazy, crazy, crazy. i wanna be your cast iron obligation. i wanna be the poetry you dream. i wanna breath your pressure to succeed. i wanna be your court ordered sense of failure, i wanna taste the aftertaste of shame. i wanna be your day stuck in the rain. i wanna be your court ordered acquisition. i wanna be the thing that you achieve. i wanna be your reminder to breathe, i wanna be your cast iron sense of sadness i wanna be half real, half make believe i wanna be self consciously incomplete