Sponge - Drownin' lyrics

will i hate tomorrow will i hate what i can't see i'm doubting should i walk around it try to be what i can't be i'm dying i'm not happy anymore i'm just not happy anymore i'm drownin' suppose you painted the castle of auvers but everything you did came alive and if you painted all these things just to please me and if you could read my mind i would never be happy what will change tomorrow in this sea within a sea i'm blinded how long will i be down here i'm out of air i can not breath i'm drownin'