Tell me how to begin To pay you back for all your sins Blindsided by the truth You cannot hide, I cannot win Accept your settled fate To you, I'm an outcast... a renegade But it's far, far down the well to fall And you haven't seen the worst of it yet You did it once and that's enough I couldn't see to call your bluff And your plans have all unraveled now I guess that's how it goes As the darkness creeps into the light It gets much harder to tell wrong from right I can't see anymore... Another slave to circumstance You sail the tides of time No longer in your grasp You're tethered to the line You thought you'd know by now But know it you do not That it's a hardcore cross to bear When pain is all you've got And when I finally looked inside of me I didn't find the man I thought I'd be Now there's nowhere to hide From the truth of it all Another charge into the great unknown And I hope I can find my way home... I alone have borne the sacrifice Set upon to pay the highest price For a life of misery and pain Lay it out for everyone to see Couldn't be worse than what you did to me There's no one at the wheel And now we're off the tracks