Spit Out - Memories lyrics

[Verse 1: Spit Out] Whenever I look in the mirror I see myself and memories clearer It's like a movie happening in front of me Reliving the pain of all the things I see Things that I'm doing and life that I'm ruining Got me feeling like my life's what I'm losing Got to hold on and don't let my body cool My life is crazy like a man riding a bull This sh** some type of a third degree It's easier to survive in Dead sea You know I'm a try-hard but everytime I get beaten Whenever I try I find it stone written See the scars, they remain With memories it's all the same Why some things are unpredictable And why some things are unrepeatable [Verse 2: Spit Out] If I could go back and write a diffrent story Change the ending but not to get the glory Cause when I look back in time I feel like after comiting a crime The past is always dark cause only scars remain That's why happines is somewhere in the back of your brain We can't look at our bright past We only see the darkness and not all the rest Cause we put hands in front of our eyes When the light of happy memories shines Yeah good pa**es faster but bad remains While our body just tears and tears When is the past going to be a blank space I guess it's when me and d**h finish this race I'm thinking of wrong and right About the flight without light through the night [Verse 3: Spit Out] It's everyday when I think about what should I've done To hurt less people, should I be gone Out of time for changes Past and memories locked in cages I'm suffering pain, drowning in tears Fighting against all of my fears The only thing that can end this now Is sending a bullet through my head