Spiritual Beggars - Send Me A Smile lyrics

Nominate myself for what I want to achive Form my surroundings in relation to the seed Smiles swims in a muddy breath thirsting pulsating blood What else can I do, than to feed me with a bigger thirst But I wonder why tears run dry Mind control well I think I've lost mine Let's climb the holy mountain and eat the stars Under the wisdom tree we'll drink the weeping gra** I need my fire drug to feel the flood I'm selfdestructive baby But a friendly one You better leave me here alone I need this night to heal my world Send me a smile and I'll get bye But let me drink my wine tonight Too late to turn back pages ambush, a part of my life Nowdays the sun won't shine Cos like my head, its lost in a cloud My heart is broken baby but still it's pounding Too long with pills and booze my short-memory ain't what it should