Spirit Night - Hospital Bed lyrics

Stuck in that hospital bed You did this all on your own Or so the nurses all said Before they left us alone Maybe you're not thinking of me When you say everyone's let you down But I still take responsibility For not dragging you all the way out From under that shadow of doubt 20 cent pitchers of beer I met you back in '04 But I've known you 26 years Where was your body before? Maybe you're not thinking of me When you say everyone's let you down But I still take responsibility For not reaching my hand all the way out And just watching a friend of mine drown And I know how it feels Except I don't know how it feels at all Just that this winter's almost gone and next winter's almost here Can I see you in fall? Maybe you're not thinking of me When you say the whole world's let you down But I still take responsibility For not calling when you were in town I thought I'd see you next time around