Spirit Night - Better Off lyrics

Sometimes I think I'm better off eating dirt Because I'd rather choke to d**h than wind up really hurt And I see something creepy creeping up inside your skirt But I'm not gonna try to get it. And I'm not right inside my head. It's just like everybody said. Sometimes I think I'm better off taking pills Because I found out feeling there's nothing I like to feel And the numbness you describe isn't any less real Than the pain I'm paying off now. You're catching up on missed cigarettes from sleeping in too late And I'm hoping I'm lucky enough to forget how they taste And I was alive at the start of time and I'll be here in the end When the planes crash down on the f**ing town And you realize I'm your friend. Sometimes I think I'm better off jerking off Find a one bedroom for myself and that old dirty cloth Because I'm shaking when they make me turn my head and cough But f**! I'd be shaking anyway. But that's alright-- I'll just go to bed. You're catching up on missed cigarettes from sleeping in too late And I'm hoping I'm lucky enough to forget how they taste And I was alive at the start of time and I'll be here in the end When the planes crash down on the f**ing town And you realize I'm your friend.