Spinz - Self Medicated lyrics

[Chorus: Spinz] Ok I admit it, I´m self medicated I write my own prescriptions I need my d** It´s my music My music My music X2 [Verse 1: Spinz] As a child I was a little wild, full of energy Creative mind wondering what this life had in store for me I was born into the system hearts were ripped and torn I felt rejection from the first second I was born America´s youth they live their childhoods in group homes Mommas leave their babies on Friday´s with there folks Smell the next day wreaks of vodka and crack smoke These are the conditions we living in These are the conditions of the kids in the system Forced to take downers while docs taking cut backs to give kids conditions They´re walking around like zombies and this is how parents control them I was just a little to energetic for the rest of the cla** Let´s try ritalin They put that sh** in me I went out of my skin and I told them like this [Chorus: Spinz] Ok I admit it, I´m self medicated I write my own prescriptions I need my d** It´s my music My music My music X2 [Verse 2: Spinz] They got new technologies to block progress Communications getting low on the block Our blocks are so hot they got cops on every corner, lurking Just waiting for you to start jerking You learn quick the difference between a chump and a slick Your man and a trick Your next meal and the only way to get it Alley chases rat races pacing through the corridor Living life like an action, turned into a horror film I´d borrow a cup of sugar but ain't got the coffee to go with it Dig myself from the depths of hell without even blinking While sinking to a turmoil without even drinking I´m seeing the world for what it is as a whole I see the world spinning deeper straight into a hole Out of control like loose nuts without a bolt Like the feeling of the cold steel of a 45 colt The world keeps revolving around its axis Still got a lack of VIP access badges Throw the world for a back flip with each word spit Gifted with the script in these days that get drastic Fantastic voyages paid with plastic Throw it overboard you can fade to blackness Without even asking I'm a cure for the curse A gift for the innocent it partially gets worse Compensated for the gift that was given He´s sifting through the rubble Like I´m looking for lost children and women He don't ever quit until the stories been written What he speaks is the truth without a question Second guessin the veterans that got us in the industry What underground hip hop really means to me What spilling my guts with Dub brings Erik he relates to me We relatives in tune get pushed each seat I survive the only way I know how It´s through this music Ok I admit it, I´m self medicated I write my own prescriptions I need my d** It´s my music My music My music