Spineshank - New Disease lyrics

Now i can take this, everything i know Realize that i'm nothing i wanted to be I can never change anything i've done Because it's the only thing i have left Blame myself again for what i didn't do Never even knew it was coming from me It changed the way i felt, the worst is yet to come Because i have gone too far now Nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Is this all worth what this has done to me Watered down my senses and turned them on me f** morality and everything i know If i didn't hate this than i couldn't cope Impersonate myself for what i used to be Denial is all that's left now Nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Seething in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why This meant so much to me Doubt Did i ever want this? It's all i could've been, it's all i would've been Doubt Did i ever want this? It's all i've ever been, it's all i'l ever be Seething in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why This meant so much to me Nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease