Spineshank - Self Destructive Pattern lyrics

Feel the tension of rejection Bleach it out with therapy The confusion exclusion Turns into my deformity Never trust it, maladjusted I've become my own worst enemy The aggravation in my fixation Keeps it all controlled inside of me See it all collapsing, it's all around me This condition is k**ing me The isolation still surrounds me In remission but it's k**ing me It's what I can't control What I can't control What I can't control in me Born again I feel so hollow Torn again my senses fade Mourn again without the sorrow Born again without the blame Force a new solution, it's all inside me In remission but it's k**ing me Evolution is divided In remission but it's k**ing me I can't increase the treatment It won't suppress the feelings Or stop the way I'm getting Used to the pain Breaking down Self-destructive pattern