Spindle - Retrograde lyrics

Comfort thought she'd leave us And we always knew In the backs of our minds In the chalice of time That we lived a very hopeful lie Winter is sent And i can hardly wait for time to bring mend Why does it always have to disintegrate before the end Silence bleeds cold Down the holes down my back I watched your eyes look pa** The circle, the bend The way they looked away With rings on different fingers And a lessen in your stay A loss of sentiment for the absence of days New moments of truth I saw the real you under the same shade of blue Thoughts of babies, thoughts of staying Thoughts of sinking in this hot air balloon Forcing us out of you Dissipating into the memory Of us and you Here, in me Of a highschool dream Backwards goodbyes Just a puzzle piece to fill the time And retreat You're just a number leaving three