Spilled Blood On My List Of Heartbreaks - The Bed Scene lyrics

So I guess I'm getting used the fact Another man's on your bed You should be getting used to the fact That I don't care It makes me cringe at first sight But it's one of those things that just don't last long So much like you The zebra stripes aren't looking nice They've always been ugly Hating to admit Is the opposite of you What I don't hate to admit Is hating you I'll never have a problem with that I don't know if you could take it to the face So for now I'll keep it under wraps I'll tell you when the time is right I'm glad I don't have to try with you anymore Such a damn ha**le Why can't you be simple for once You're plenty simple in the brain Direct it, direct it You look your prettiest When your far away So please I ask you nicely To just stay the hell away from me I do not rely on dependancy To be dependant on you I never needed you like I thought I did I'm fine and I will be without you So much better off Better off without you I'm gonna be taking a trip soon Without you A trip to trip to my descent Descending descending, only you know yet Don't start feeling special You're not the reason When I slit my wrists you never were I can't imagine d**h and pain With you being the cause No, you don't deserve to see me die Even if it turned out it's not what you wanted You don't ever have to worry about watching Cause I'll never see you again For the possibility of taking it's chance So now before you walk in I'll burn the roses And stain your bedsheets red Please walk in now Enjoy a sleep Or a s** Just descend before I do I plead for a little joy It's all I have left To hear your screams Made of pain not pleasure I know I won't live to see But I think I'll come to your grave When it's a sure thing And I'll tell you Cause I can tell It'll be the right time