Spilled Blood On My List Of Heartbreaks - Smiles On Funeral Eve lyrics

Yes I know I've said it before But it's only increased I'm only staying updated "It feels like the end of all things" No new meaning Only more coming to a close But I never saw the next chapter I never bothered to look I just a**umed the last few pages was the prolouge And no one cares for those No I was mistaken though I turned And it turned out to be chapter 12 Things ending Only a matter before new things begin I'm still not one who enjoys change So I would be happiest If it just ended on a cliffhanger It's hard to believe you died It's hard to believe I'm not crying I thought I loved you You thought I loved you I'm glad you won't see me like this I'm smiling Maybe a wire has been disconnected I'm not ready yet to stop Well you're not the only thing that's died What about what we had What about ever loving again Because of your pa**ing More things have died than you can count And it affects me Safe to say I hate you for it You ruined my life Maybe a smile is just a coverup I'm glad you won't see me like this... There are more smiles today than Christmas Eve This is a reason everyone is happy You won't see us like this...