Spencer Charles Bridle - The Feeling lyrics

(Verse 1) Sometimes I get a good feeling, a nice wheeling Now appealing, but electric eeling Those days have gone so fast That's the reason, their in the past And all I have are these dreams to cast R.I.P to those who past Don't leave now, or I will miss you But please come back, so I can kiss you Down from heaven is all I want But these pictures yo they just taunt And I don't know where I've been But you don't know what the f** I've seen I lost my father, my only idol The legendary Richard Bridle Back to the days where we pretend Just a father? No. My best friend When he left my mind would mend And I thought that day would never end I was a kid, and what I did, I used his memories as a lid To seal, these feelings I feel I thought to myself word keep it real Cuz in the house I was the only guy And ever since than I've been quite shy But I run away, and I know why, He's the only reason I cry And I know he's with me all the time And that's what I use to keep my head inline, but don't worry about me I'll be fine, but look at me still I shine And the next time you ask about how I'm feeling, does it really matter? No. It's just a feeling (Verse 2) All I did, was go out, but when I did my mum she'd shout She'd get mad, and I'd get worried I'd leave even faster I'd be hurried Than I'd grab my deck and than head for the door But then she yelled “I can't do this no more” I eventually realized all she did was care She just wants to have her son their Cuz I was the one who reminded her of dad I had something that my sisters never had Than my new best friend became my own mother Not just friend, more an older brother Cuz so much, from her I'd learn, and I never really asked for anything in return Cuz she always fed me, and made my meals And I never really thought about the way she feels She lost him to, her only lover And now I stand here, and watch her suffer And I know they started this family together And I know their love will now go on forever And I'm sorry sometimes I'm a stupid f**ing snob Remember mum you're still doing a good job I'm raising us well, and making us feel safe And be the one to bring us take us from last, back into first place And I'm trying my best, and I hope you've seen it And I'm thanking you now, and I really do mean it I don't say this often and I'm sorry I don't But I better start now or I probably won't But my friends are always there to talk to They know I'm strong and they know I fought through They have told me, that I'm a tough guy Maybe it's because I never really cry Cuz I try to keep it in, and hide my emotions Cuz I'm always on the go, I'm always in motion Cuz I'm the one to run away from fear But I'm just afraid of shedding a tear And I don't think I have literally all year But I just want my daddy here I just want, I just want, 
I just want my daddy here (Verse 3) I make music because it helps me think It takes me away to that special place The place where I have no bad things to face And when I think I'm doing it wrong I know my dad will be cheering me on And that's the reason why I wrote this song And I think to myself I'm his spitting image Because now I have to live a life that he could never finish