Spencer Charles Bridle - I'm A Sailor lyrics

(Verse 1) Lonely as I am, I've become too numb But never have I said I'm fully done Bringing up the past the foggy view Ive built up walls, just because of you The ocean blue, is now my favourite colour And I swear to god if you see her I want you to tell her, I miss it But I can't stop the rain And it's still a perfect scene that fits in my picture frame So i put up the sail but from my heart I bleed And I fix the rudder and I squeeze the main sheet And within seconds I was gone, and thats the way I always try Try to move on (Chorus) Every time I miss her I wish I could mail her But I won't go back because I am a sailor, not a failure I am a sailor Every time I miss her I wish I could mail her But I won't go back because I am a sailor, not a failure I am a sailor (Verse 2) Sometimes I feel way too alone One hundred reasons why I miss home Found too many islands and their not the same Their not the ones I saved in my picture frame But I know, I'll make it through this sea of snow And theres so much time to grow And I'm still moving forward so, I never really asked for more And I still wish you're on the same shore - line On my mind you're so fine and your divividly divine And I still f**ing miss you, everywhere that I go, and you always know when the sky Is where my heart glows And I held you tight all through the night, because it felt too right Than I sailed away Right out of site (Chorus) Every time I miss her I wish I could mail her But I won't go back because I am a sailor, not a failure I am a sailor Every time I miss her I wish I could mail her But I won't go back because I am a sailor, not a failure I am a sailor (Verse 3) So i packed my bags, and headed back home And no longer did I, ever feel alone And I have this story that I never told In my chest, was my heart of gold