Spencer Abbott - Madness lyrics

[Verse 1] Shadows of doubt, stealing my sleep I'm wearing down without any relief Tired eyes and a tangled up soul I'm feeling lost… I don't know They keep on trying to soothe my grief But all that's left is a borrowed belief It's truth I need, not another cliché Your word is my hope for a steady faith [Pre-Chorus] Your mysteries are madness Yet still they keep me captive The more that I discover The more that I'm in wonder [Chorus] Your ways (Your ways) Your ways are not my ways Your thoughts (Your thoughts) Your thoughts are not my thoughts I want to understand But I cannot comprehend I'm so lost, I'm so lost [Verse 2] This world's so cruel, down to it's core I'm drowning in doubt like never before I thought with time, the wounds would all heal But still there's days when they're all that I feel Yet the more I live, the more that I see The hurt I have isn't only on me You can feel it too, and know what I need An anchored rock in a wicked sea [Pre-Chorus] Your mysteries are madness Yet still they keep me captive The more that I discover The more that I'm in wonder [Chorus] Your ways (Your ways) Your ways are not my ways Your thoughts (Your thoughts) Your thoughts are not my thoughts I want to understand But I cannot comprehend I'm so lost [Bridge] Sometimes I wish, I never was born To feel the sting of a merciless world The constant ache, of all of this grief Pressing me down but it's never defeat Cause when I've reached, the end of my years I'll lift from the grave and I'll bury my tears And I will see You face to face With brand-new eyes and a finished faith [Chorus] Your ways (Your ways) Your ways are not my ways Your thoughts (Your thoughts) Your thoughts are not my thoughts I want to understand But I cannot comprehend I'm so lost