Spence Mills - Great Grandmother lyrics

As you lay in this hospital bed unresponsive I start thinking about some nonsense Every damn thought thinking to responses Trying to tell yall how i feel but i ain't honest d**h is scary man, think about it we live to die We start with so much strength but then that fire dies We leave behind a trail of broken hearts and empty minds Hoping that when our loved ones pa** that we will always fly Up to the pearly gates It don't matter if you're an atheist because that's what people hope and think God forbid you sinned once in your damn life Cause sooner or later everyone goes to heaven right? It doesn't matter if you murder or if you rape a kid As long as you ask for forgiveness then you will get in Cause god is our father, and we are all his kin But that ain't right cause i'd never murder my brothers man I might as well k** everyone that i love Cause i got christ in my heart but in my head is a gun To handle all of this stress i guess that i ain't the one Cause all i do is sin and it seems like i do it for fun Never ending race? More like a f**ing holocaust Humans are extinct all that's left is dirt and sod Think to yourself now, what was the true cost Enslavement of our siblings saved by a man hung on a cross Never steady friendships cause all these thoughts are brand new Went from crying to beating up Nazi's cause my aunts a j** To those iv'e hurt i'm sorry, i swear to god that that's the truth I forgot where i came from cause reality ripped out my roots And no matter what haircut or tattoo i get know i will always remember you And that's not one person that's in general terms Cause i'm leaving i just couldn't deal with the hurt And it's funny cause as i sit here writing this dirt The only place i want this getting spit is a church Cause i want to send a message that's been a goal from the start Getting money has never ever been a goal from this art Cause my pa**ion is my fuel and i get it straight from the heart Cause your dude he is so stressed that he is being torn right apart Feeling depressed and need some help, then come right along Join together siblings let us go arm in arm Now it's time to k** when they are doing us harm So stomp to the beat while singing the words to the song Lets their ears ring like they just hit on a gong Us forgotten are still standing and we will never be gone Because when put in the face of power we cower we took precautions But now it is our minute and hour So you can either run away or feel the nuclear showers Because when a life ends a new one sprouts like a flower I might as well k** everyone that i love Cause i got christ in my heart but in my head is a gun To handle all of this stress i guess that i ain't the one Cause all i do is sin and it seems like i do it for fun Never ending race? More like a f**ing holocaust Humans are extinct all that's left is dirt and sod Think to yourself now, what was the true cost Enslavement of our siblings saved by a man hung on a cross